I want to be fucking happy. I want to wake up and not hate the sight of the light. I want to walk around outside and smile because I’m alive, not walk around aimlessly like theres no point to living. I want to love myself because I’m me. I want to look in the mirror and be grateful for what I have, not think about everything that will never be to my liking. I just want to be fucking happy and fucking mean it for once.
my heart and head are in so much physical pain right now that it’s making me consider taking a three day long nap until it goes away